Must remember yest was a wonderful day

Awesome birthday surprise, hard rock cafe

Inner scream

Loads of pent up anger and I can’t scream out of the window.

One hour before my birthday and I felt like crap

Been a long time since I last blogged, emo crap has gotten over me. I’ve no idea why I’m like that. Been crying almost everyday. It sucks. No mood nor energy to do anything. Anything includes entertaining ppl, drinking, work etc. when it’s time to sleep, I can’t. when I’m out with ppl, all I want to do is sleep. Sucks to the max. Hope I can sleep well tonight.

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Thinking back

I am reminisicing about the past. About how I got my first job, how I started my tuition career, how I got my first internship.

My first job: I had done my A level’s, with no mood and motivation to get a part-time job. Then, I casually mentioned to XL that since she was asking so many questions, I might as well get the job. She went to ask and helped me got it.

My first tuition job after A levels:  WW introduced it to me.

My first internship: Grace told me about it and I managed to get it.

Notice a trend? Till now, I have not gotten any internship nor work through my ownself.

But I am glad. I have a good life. One with very little worries except maybe money. Money is never enough in my family, yet I have travelled a lot in China and will be going Europe soon.

A classic case of something that I must always keep in mind about how lucky I am is: I came back to Singapore from China with my savings all time low and no job/tuition on hand. When I just stepped out of Changi Airport, I received a sms from Angel asking whether I want a tuition job. The tuition job is damn good. Near my house and good pay.

Must remember that I have it good in life. I cannot be grouchy.

First post of the year

No one is reading this anymore, not that it matters. I do not feel like blogging also. Sometimes I thought of the things I wanted to blog about when I am outside but when I reached home, I will totally forgot about it. As for today, sheer boredom pushed me into blogging.

I have quite a bit of things I am very worried about. My FYP: I have practically done nothing about it and the first draft of the final report is due on March. I don’t even know whether very good luck will be enough or not. Finding a job: Quite obvious, given the current market/economic situation. Expenditure in Europe: Yeah. I am going Europe for grad trip.  I am very excited about it but there is always this nagging worry at the back of my mind as to whether I will have enough money for it. The damn loan: 20k, enough said. Workload for this sem: 3 presentations and reports for Engineers and Society, 2 assignments for psy, FYP, 4(5) tuition kids.

Even with all this, I have something to look forward to! Jason Mraz concert! 5th March! Can’t wait! And even though it is a source of stress, I am so looking forward to grad trip!